Going Crazy...

Thursday, April 27, 2006

SOUL TIES, SOUL CONNECTIONS


Hey, do you believe that when two people copulate, they are exchanging a piece of their souls?
I am a strong believer of this concept. I believe when two people have sex, especially without a latex barrier, they are connected for a lifetime.

Sex is a very strong display of feeling and emotions. When one is engaging in such acts, they are giving themselves to the other person and vice versa. In giving yourself, you are giving that person a piece of you, a piece of who you are, a piece of your soul.

Women and some men claim to have that "gut feeling" or "women's intuition" as they call it. I think its a little biased, because men have intuition as well. I believe when souls intertwine, you become a part of that person and therefore may have a stronger sense of that person. For instance, my child's father had intuition's of my infidelity and he was right. I too had very vivid dreams and "gut feelings" of his infidelity due to our soul ties. So its evident that both men and women have intuition. And that's only one example, however, it happened more than just the time aforementioned. On other occasions, my child's father and I weren't even involved. We were miles away, but for some strange reason he always seemed to call while I was getting my groove on and still til this day. Some soul tie!!!!!

Another instance, my first, told me that he feels a certain way about me than any other. He asked me, " Do you think we have a special bond because you were my first?". I replied, " Yea that has a lot to do with it, but also the fact that we are spritually connected." He tells all his female suitors about our relationship because of the bond we have. Yes, we have a special soul tie, because our souls we the first to connect with each other. We exchanged each others souls before they were tainted with the souls of others. Therefore, he is absolutely correct in with his feelings regarding our bond.

Your soul will not let you forget those to which you are connected. Its happened to me before where out the blue, I just get this strong sense about some guy, some guy I had forgotten or I just don't think about, and all of a sudden my soul allows me to relive the events of our past. They guy and I could've ended on bad terms or what have you, or I just don't care to think about the person, but my soul has a strange way of not letting me forget with whom I've connected.

I also believe, in the instance of death of a soul tie partner, you lose a piece of you. I was unfortunate to lose one of my soul connections. He died in 2001, however, our souls tied years back. Even though we ended on bad terms, I still held him dear. He was a soul tie. When I found out about his death, I felt a piece of me missing. It was eerie, the place where he was gunned down is the same exact spot where we took pictures as we held each other back in 1997. R.I.P. Walt Baby.

I believe as living bodies of energy, filled with electronic waves, we transfer our energies from person to person. We take on certain characteristics and traits of our soul tie. WE become a part of them and them a part of us, in a strange way. When we have soul ties, we exchange our energy, our souls to each other. Its a beautiful thing, as long as the person has an angelic soul.

Take a minute to ponder, how many soul ties do you have? Do you think about your soul connections in the oddest, inappropriate moments or out the blue? Have you lost a soul connection and do you feel like you lost a part of your soul? Do you feel a special connection which those you have connected souls?

I want to hear how yall feel about that. Let me know.

Originally posted 9/21/2005

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

MAHNA MAHNA........


I know yall have seen the Dr. Pepper commercial where the couple is on a date and dude is going on and on about this and that. He then tells her how he feels about her. OK if not, here it is. " I got a song for you, like to hear it, here it go". (Sorry I had to say that).
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Ok, you get the drift. Anyway, I've incorporated this commercial into my everyday life. Peep. When a dude is talking to you, whatever he is saying its all Mahna Mahna. He will say whatever it is, do whatever it takes, all for the promise of one thang. Yes, you guessed it, PUSSY.

So now, when I hear the RAH RAH RAH, I tune dudes out and I say, "doo doo doo do doo, Mahna Mahna, do do dooo dooo, Mahna Mahna". So the next time a dude "sells you a dream", take you out, trick off, say all that sweet shit you wanna hear, just tune him out and say, "Mahna Mahna!"

Translation: Nigga you just want some ass.


Mahna Mahna!!

Originally posted 9/15/05

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

MY BLOG FAMILY/ 20 Firsts TAG

FATHER HASSAN
He always gave his advice from a father's standpoint. Most of the time I didn't want to hear that shit, cause I knew he was right and sometimes he's helped make tough decisions, just by being the voice of reason.

MAMA BROWN
In the short amount of time I've known her, Mama Brown has shown me things that only a mother can show you. We are so alike, its crazy, its like we have the same DNA......
Soon enough, mama gone make me get on stage and do a poem. Daddy might be backing mama up....*lol*

MY FAVORITE AUNTIE, PERDIE
This lady is like my favorite auntie, although she ain't never fronted on me.....
I doubt she will, she the realest of the real. She a ride or die type of chic and we gone do it big in May when she hit the Chi.....(It should be hot, hopefully....)

MY BIG SISTER, NIKKI
I always wanted a big sister. Nikki is someone I look up to like a big sister. She impresses me daily with her vivid accounts about everything, ranging from political topics, poetry, love, sex, and farts.....*lol* I love her mind and of course my big sister gotta be a freak, where you think I get it from??? *LMAO* Its all love Nikki.


LIL SIS,GeorgiaPeach(Did I spell it right?? *lol*)
This my little sister. She kinda like my "real little sister". I learned a lot from my real little sister, just like I learned from Georgia, Sexual Chocolate, Juicy, BoyGeorge-Peach....*Rolflmbao* She crazy as hell, I think she crazier than me yall.........*lol*

MY BIG BROTHER, BOSSMACK
He is the big brother I always wanted, the one that take up for me and tell me all about dirty, shiesty ass, gutterbutt, niggas......yea, that's my big bro. He gone give his little sister the game in a Louis Vitton handbag.......*lol*

MY HUSBAND, DELL GINES
This is one brillant mind. This man is impressive. I'm proud to have him to represent our nation. I learned so much from this site, while at the same time, agreeing with his arguments. If I ever get married, my husband must possess this mindstate and objectivity.

MY TWIN, OMAR RAMON
I've never met an Aquarian male, but I must say it is quite mirroring. He is my fraternal twin, we have similiar ways, yet we are different. Our birthday's are a day apart. We have the same thoughts about the condition and struggle of our people at the same time possessing the same taste in men.

MY CUZO, NAMELIAR
This my cousin. She a lot like me too. CRAZY, DERANGED....*LOL* You gotta love her though. She will "snap the hell off"on you, on this blog......*lol* She is a STONE COLD FOOL!!! I knew we was related the first time I read her blog. I even moved closer to my cousin....*lol*


20 FIRST


1. Who was your first prom date? LIKE KWEEN, I didn't have one
2. Who was your first roommate? Nikki, my only roommate
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
LIKE KWEEN,151
4. What was your first job? Shampoo girl
5. What was your first car? Chevy Spectrum
6. When did you go to your first real funeral? At age four. My first favorite auntie, Ant Judy(through gay marriage) got shot in the middle of her forehead. I had nightmares forever, haven't been to a funeral since.....
7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown? 19
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Mrs. Evans, fine ass..
9. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? Moved to Dallas, TX
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? I've never snuck out. I did, however, get dropped off at the mall with my second best friend ever, Denise. We had all intentions of going to the NAS concert. I had to go see my husband, that's right when "It Was Written" dropped. We was on a wild goose chase that day trying to get tickets and bus it to the concert. I was in heaven, then in hell. I arrived home late as hell, my dad was mad as hell. A month of punishment, during the summer. So what, I saw Nas....
11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?Candace Montgomery, we rode the bus together since Kindergarden, but after I whupped her ass at school that day in 6th grade, our friendship was never the same. I did, however, talk to her mother about 5 years ago. She still had the same number.....WOW!

12. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house? With my boyfriend, the one who I did it 11 times with....
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? I usually stay to myself, or I'll call Esh, cause "she a snapper too!"
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? I hate those things....I've never personally known anyone that was getting married, but I know a lot of people who's getting divorced...*lol*

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Fulfill my son's food demands.
16. What was the first concert you attended? Jodeci
17. First tattoo or piercing? No tatts, piercing were done when I was a baby.
18. First celebrity crush? Hakeem Abdul Samad from "The Boys"

19. First crush? Leo Montgomery, no relation to Candace.
20. First love? Terron